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Sunday, 30 November 2003


I haven't cried like this since my grandfather died 2 years ago. It's just that these emotions build up and then something like this happens and you just burst. Crying seems to be looked down upon in my family, even for the girls like me. It's not like it's not allowed, but my family will make you feel as if you are being over-sensititve and all that shit. It's like they want ou to feel ashamed for crying. It's really messed up. My family will just tell you to "suck it up" and bear with it. But I feel crying is an integral part of being human. I think everyone cries and should cry. Whether it be for an incident such as this or if it's from watching a sad movie. Everyone should cry. I've been crying as I type this. I've gone through about 20 tissues....I really wish I could see Jana right now....


:::crying:::


I'm really worried....


I have some horrible news everyone! i just checked my e-mail and my dear friend Jana's mom informed me that she was in the hospital due to some sort of nervous breakdown! Now I'm really worried. I was wondering why I haven't heard from her in a while. Now I have to tell all of her friends here. She was convinced some sort of drug activity was happening where she was staying. I thought that that place seemed a little sketchy! It's just after 11:00 pm, I wonder if I should start calling people so late...I think I'm going to.


Whenever I hear "In My Place" by Coldplay (which I am listening to this very moment), it makes me cry....well, not really, but it does put me in a somber mood...


I just watched tonight's episode of the Simpsons. Is it me, or are they losing their brilliancy? The whole thing with the bear really wasn't that funny. The Simpsons are now an animated series that is nothing more than a cartoon. I'm very disappointed. At least I got some laughs out of Bernie Mac and Malcolm in the Middle. The writers must be running out of ideas or something. I long for the older episodes of the Simpsons that could make me laugh long after the show was over. The episodes that just repeat themselves over and over in the mind. Now, I can barely remember a single thing that happened. The bear was all I could really remember. That and Sprawl*Mart...or something.


Songs of the Time Being:

  • "Danger! High Voltage" by Electric Six
  • "Improper Dancing" by Electric Six
  • "Gay Bar" by Electric Six

Oh who am I kidding. Just listen to the whole freaking Fire CD!



why should anyone buy bottled water? i have to "sell" bottled water to a convenience store for my final project in my professional selling class. i don't know how to demonstrate what makes my bottled water so much better than say poland spring. i don't even know what i'm going to call it. why can't i sell vacuum cleaners instead? i know why, i don't want to bring a vacuum to class.


hey, it's 74 days until my birthday!


Saturday, 29 November 2003


HOT DAMN! like 2 hours ago, my counter was at 1350, now it's at 1469! that's more than 100 hits! I didn't think what typed was that interesting...